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the FAITH walker

walking with FAITH

FAITH speaker

take a walk of FAITH
Monday, February 15, 2010
1:06 AM

i'm feeling stressed.
honestly, being OOE is not a good thing,
especially when its hard to find a job now.

that's not the only thing that i'm stressed about.
i feel that i'm on the verge of breaking down,
having no faith in myself.
is it cos there are too many people who are genuinely concerned with me
that i find myself under immerse pressure?

i find myself in a state where, i'm really afraid to lose you.
because i cant meet the expectations.
no, i don't want to think about it..
and i don't want to lose faith in myself..
but...

i don't want to just live for the moment.
i want to know what i really want.
God, help me.

I need open doors now.

*i really do not want to lose you. not at all*