Wednesday, January 27, 2010
i don't know how long more i can sustain this.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Feeling depressedand i don't think its cos im ill.
it's into the 4th week and im not adapting well.
am i really cut out for this job/ministry?
is this really the place where God wants me to be at?
Did i really hear His calling or
was it something i feel that i could do?
or was it cos of...
yes, i enjoy the company of children.
yes, i do love to teach, to educate and impart knowledge. or do i not?
however.. wanting to do something for God and
God wanting me to do something for Him is totally different.
so what is it exactly?
am i supposed to be a minister to young children?
i miss home.. i miss everyone..
i miss my dog.. and i miss you
i miss going out, chilling, movie-ing..
late night suppers with the Bros.
it just feels that.. im losing out so much while im here..
just feels so "stuck" and "constrained"
feel like crying
but i just can't.
mayb if i just curl up on my bed,
i might just be able to.
fine. i chose the job.
it just sucks.
big time.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Our God is an awesome planner!
isn't it?
Thursday, January 21, 2010
the Sunday before i went back to Batam was a scare.
thank God that nothing is wrong with my eye
and i thank you for being with me throughout the evening.
you are absolutely and fabulously awesome and lovely
u know that don't you?
and i love you to bits! <3
the week is coming to an end.
is gonna be THE WEEKEND!
weekends are just THE BEST!
God-centered love always <3
Saturday, January 16, 2010
I thank God for everything that He has planned.
He has really been loving and gracious to me.
I cant say that im the perfect person,
one who seems "spiritual" and ever cheerful and wonderful..
everyone has their sides that need to be sharpened isn't it..
and I really really thank God for His grace.
Without it.. i really don't know where I'ld be right now.
2010 has gone off on a nice note.
i've got a new job in a new environment
I've found someone whom i really treasure and love. (I thank God for you!)
Someone, whose name,
will constantly remind me about what God has given and done for me,
so that i won't take advantage of it..
so that I wont forget and falter..
Isn't God awesome?
I know He is! :)
"Lord, I pray that 2010 will the year where
i will start to be stable in my life.
My Relationship with You,
My relationships with my family,
My Dad, Mom and Brother.
My relationship in our God-Centered love,
My work, My relationship with my colleagues,
My finances, Our finances..
I declare in the name of Jesus!
That this is the year where stability will start!
That it will NOT decline but PROSPER!
God, i pray that you'll ROCK MY LIFE.
In all aspects of my life, continue to change and mould me.
Break my heart for what breaks Yours.
Mould me into the person You want me to be.
Anoint my mouth that i may speak forth words of wisdom and love.
That i may rise up, rise up to lead forth a new generation into Your Kingdom.
All this for Your glory, not mine.
Thank you Jesus!
You totally rock!
I declare that what I've prayed now will come to pass!
In the name of Jesus i pray,
Amen!"
Monday, January 11, 2010
feeling rather stressed up..
is this the place that i really should be in?
is this the place that i really want to be in?
should i trust my heart or the voice in my head?
Thursday, January 7, 2010
thank you for loving me.loves.
*God-centered love.*
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
im not gonna walk away from u.cos ur God's gift to me.
this is how much u mean to me
God-Centered love
Monday, January 4, 2010
I know how u feel, i feel the same way too.
it just seems so surreal isn't it?
everything just clicked?
This is how the human mind would think and comprehend perhaps?
I guess God's timing is everything. (:
God's approval.
His thoughts are always way higher then ours isn't it?
Trust in God, Oh my soul.
God's plans are long-lasting.
Trust and believe and not doubt.
no matter how people think and what they say
this is abut you and me
OUR world,
OUR adventure,
OUR God-centered love.
hand in hand,
let's grow in faith and in love.
forever.
*thank you for loving me*
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Ushering in a brand new year in 2010.
I am thankful to God for sustaining me through 2009
and His showing me His plans for me in 2010.
Closing doors and opening new ones!
"Lord i thank You for giving me the life to serve You.
Lord, i pray that from 2010 on, it will be fruitful serving,
constant learning and always growing in You.
I pray that i will be guided by You in all things that i do when i seek You.
I pray that from this year on, ill grow deeper in You,
that i will have this very intimate relationship with You.
Continue to mould and sculpture me to be the person You want me to be.
I thank You for everything that You have provided for me.
Lord, i thank you for the people that You have put into my life.
I thank You for placing her into my life.
Lord, i pray that EVERYTHING between us will be God-Centered.
Every speech, thought and actions will be edifying to each other.
That we will learn to grow even more in You.
Thank You Abba Father.
I love You."
blessed and God-Centered.
*had a lovely 0201. Thank you <3*
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
i don't know how long more i can sustain this.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Feeling depressedand i don't think its cos im ill.
it's into the 4th week and im not adapting well.
am i really cut out for this job/ministry?
is this really the place where God wants me to be at?
Did i really hear His calling or
was it something i feel that i could do?
or was it cos of...
yes, i enjoy the company of children.
yes, i do love to teach, to educate and impart knowledge. or do i not?
however.. wanting to do something for God and
God wanting me to do something for Him is totally different.
so what is it exactly?
am i supposed to be a minister to young children?
i miss home.. i miss everyone..
i miss my dog.. and i miss you
i miss going out, chilling, movie-ing..
late night suppers with the Bros.
it just feels that.. im losing out so much while im here..
just feels so "stuck" and "constrained"
feel like crying
but i just can't.
mayb if i just curl up on my bed,
i might just be able to.
fine. i chose the job.
it just sucks.
big time.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Our God is an awesome planner!
isn't it?
Thursday, January 21, 2010
the Sunday before i went back to Batam was a scare.
thank God that nothing is wrong with my eye
and i thank you for being with me throughout the evening.
you are absolutely and fabulously awesome and lovely
u know that don't you?
and i love you to bits! <3
the week is coming to an end.
is gonna be THE WEEKEND!
weekends are just THE BEST!
God-centered love always <3
Saturday, January 16, 2010
I thank God for everything that He has planned.
He has really been loving and gracious to me.
I cant say that im the perfect person,
one who seems "spiritual" and ever cheerful and wonderful..
everyone has their sides that need to be sharpened isn't it..
and I really really thank God for His grace.
Without it.. i really don't know where I'ld be right now.
2010 has gone off on a nice note.
i've got a new job in a new environment
I've found someone whom i really treasure and love. (I thank God for you!)
Someone, whose name,
will constantly remind me about what God has given and done for me,
so that i won't take advantage of it..
so that I wont forget and falter..
Isn't God awesome?
I know He is! :)
"Lord, I pray that 2010 will the year where
i will start to be stable in my life.
My Relationship with You,
My relationships with my family,
My Dad, Mom and Brother.
My relationship in our God-Centered love,
My work, My relationship with my colleagues,
My finances, Our finances..
I declare in the name of Jesus!
That this is the year where stability will start!
That it will NOT decline but PROSPER!
God, i pray that you'll ROCK MY LIFE.
In all aspects of my life, continue to change and mould me.
Break my heart for what breaks Yours.
Mould me into the person You want me to be.
Anoint my mouth that i may speak forth words of wisdom and love.
That i may rise up, rise up to lead forth a new generation into Your Kingdom.
All this for Your glory, not mine.
Thank you Jesus!
You totally rock!
I declare that what I've prayed now will come to pass!
In the name of Jesus i pray,
Amen!"
Monday, January 11, 2010
feeling rather stressed up..
is this the place that i really should be in?
is this the place that i really want to be in?
should i trust my heart or the voice in my head?
Thursday, January 7, 2010
thank you for loving me.loves.
*God-centered love.*
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
im not gonna walk away from u.cos ur God's gift to me.
this is how much u mean to me
God-Centered love
Monday, January 4, 2010
I know how u feel, i feel the same way too.
it just seems so surreal isn't it?
everything just clicked?
This is how the human mind would think and comprehend perhaps?
I guess God's timing is everything. (:
God's approval.
His thoughts are always way higher then ours isn't it?
Trust in God, Oh my soul.
God's plans are long-lasting.
Trust and believe and not doubt.
no matter how people think and what they say
this is abut you and me
OUR world,
OUR adventure,
OUR God-centered love.
hand in hand,
let's grow in faith and in love.
forever.
*thank you for loving me*
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Ushering in a brand new year in 2010.
I am thankful to God for sustaining me through 2009
and His showing me His plans for me in 2010.
Closing doors and opening new ones!
"Lord i thank You for giving me the life to serve You.
Lord, i pray that from 2010 on, it will be fruitful serving,
constant learning and always growing in You.
I pray that i will be guided by You in all things that i do when i seek You.
I pray that from this year on, ill grow deeper in You,
that i will have this very intimate relationship with You.
Continue to mould and sculpture me to be the person You want me to be.
I thank You for everything that You have provided for me.
Lord, i thank you for the people that You have put into my life.
I thank You for placing her into my life.
Lord, i pray that EVERYTHING between us will be God-Centered.
Every speech, thought and actions will be edifying to each other.
That we will learn to grow even more in You.
Thank You Abba Father.
I love You."
blessed and God-Centered.
*had a lovely 0201. Thank you <3*
