Thursday, February 18, 2010
PISSED!!!
where to now?
i really don't know.
guess its really time
to REALLY put my faith and trust in God.
Monday, February 15, 2010
i'm feeling stressed.
honestly, being OOE is not a good thing,
especially when its hard to find a job now.
that's not the only thing that i'm stressed about.
i feel that i'm on the verge of breaking down,
having no faith in myself.
is it cos there are too many people who are genuinely concerned with me
that i find myself under immerse pressure?
i find myself in a state where, i'm really afraid to lose you.
because i cant meet the expectations.
no, i don't want to think about it..
and i don't want to lose faith in myself..
but...
i don't want to just live for the moment.
i want to know what i really want.
God, help me.
I need open doors now.
*i really do not want to lose you. not at all*
Thursday, February 4, 2010
should i or should i not?
perhaps i need to pray...
sigh.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
"Find rest my soul in Christ alone,know His power, in quietness and trust.
when the oceans rise and thunders roar,
i will soar with You above the storm.
Father You are King over the floods,
i will be still and know You are God."
i know i need to be still in Your presence Lord.
teach me to be still Lord.
i feel that im drifting away.
pull me back Lord.
i want to be back in Your presence.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
PISSED!!!
where to now?
i really don't know.
guess its really time
to REALLY put my faith and trust in God.
Monday, February 15, 2010
i'm feeling stressed.
honestly, being OOE is not a good thing,
especially when its hard to find a job now.
that's not the only thing that i'm stressed about.
i feel that i'm on the verge of breaking down,
having no faith in myself.
is it cos there are too many people who are genuinely concerned with me
that i find myself under immerse pressure?
i find myself in a state where, i'm really afraid to lose you.
because i cant meet the expectations.
no, i don't want to think about it..
and i don't want to lose faith in myself..
but...
i don't want to just live for the moment.
i want to know what i really want.
God, help me.
I need open doors now.
*i really do not want to lose you. not at all*
Thursday, February 4, 2010
should i or should i not?
perhaps i need to pray...
sigh.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
"Find rest my soul in Christ alone,know His power, in quietness and trust.
when the oceans rise and thunders roar,
i will soar with You above the storm.
Father You are King over the floods,
i will be still and know You are God."
i know i need to be still in Your presence Lord.
teach me to be still Lord.
i feel that im drifting away.
pull me back Lord.
i want to be back in Your presence.