Birthday..



Just wanna say thanks to the people who wished me via sms, msn, FB or face to face. =)

#1 Zhen Ye
(He was 30 mins early though, but never the less, thanks for remembering bro!)


#2 Dad, Mom, Bro, Helen, Rong Jie, my "Cousin-Aunty" and the people at "Xian De Lai"
(Its was on the dot cos we were having Din-Sup at "Xian De Lai".
Thanks for the Birthday Blessings!)


#3 SK
(U rock too sister!)


#4 Sarah
(Thanks for the Birthday Blessings and "Joy filled" life. U rock on too sister!)


#5 Darren
(Had double dose Blessings from him cos his handphone sent twice! Amen Brother! See u Weds!)


#6 Christabel
(God grant you love, joy and peace as you serve God too. ^^)



#7 jC`
(Thanks for the Blessings dearie. Birthday treat on Weds!)


#8 Esther
(Thanks for the morning Blessing @ 5:51am!)


#9 Geraldine
(The 1st YH kid to send me wee early in the morning! Thanks!)


#10 Wingx
(Thank you for the wishes!)


#11 A. Pat
(Thank you so much!)


#12 Evan
(Thank you!)


#13 Rachael
(Thanks for remembering. U owe me a treat with Hanns!)


#14 Joanne
(Thanks for the Blessings.
May God grant you your heart's deepest wishes, and follow God's calling.)


#15 Terry
(Thanks for remembering.)


#16 Ben Peh
(Thanks for the wishes! and yea, glad you enjoyed dinner with the rest.)


#17 Jimmy C.
("Cousin-Uncle" who is exactly 12 years older than me. Blessings to the both of us!)


#18 Hanns
(She FORGOT! And i made her feeel so guilty! haha.. U owe me a lunch with Rae!)


#19 Mk
(Thanks for the wishes. meet for dinner sometime and yea, RT together!)


#20 God-ma
(Thank you for the present.)


#21 Fidelis
(Thank you for the wishes. i noe im getting old old old.. ^^)


#21 Jing Wen
(Thanks for remembering. meet up with God-ma one day for a meal yea?)


#22 Rev. Tim
(Thanks so much for the Birthday Blessings!)


#23 De Jun
(One of my favourite BB Boy! Thanks! Jesus Bless u too!)


#24 De Ren
(Thank you for the Blessings!)


#25 Kun
(Thanks for the wishes and the Birthday card.)


#26 Sanda
(Thanks for the Blessings, you will receive yours in a few days time. =p)


#27 Nayli
(Thanks for remembering.
and please please.. its Teacher Victor. I don't want to repeat myself too much)


#28 Nicole and Glenna
(Thank you for your wishes.)


#29 Zhen Ling and Aldrich
(Thanks for the wishes.. must be from FB reminder.. haha)


#30 Pastor "Ba Zhang"
(Thanks for the birthday blessings!)


#31 Phyllis and Vincent
(Thank you so much! looking forward to attending your wedding. ^^)


#32 Yi Lin
(Knew you wont forget. haha.. thanks alot. )


#33 mT
(Thank you for remembering, all the way from Vietnam.)


#34 Wei Yi
(Hey sister! Thanks for remembering, though a day late. =P Thanks for the Blessings!)


#35 Tricia
(U evil u! Forget! anyway, hope u enjoyed the Birthday treat.)


#36 Bernie
(Thanks for the belated Blessings!)


#37 Ben Yen
(Thanks for the wishes! All the best for your 'O' Levels)


#38 Elena
(Thanks! Sorry couldnt meet up for movie with u, Cha and Ben. Another time perhaps. ^^)


#39 Xi Le
(Thanks for remembering and giving the Blessings. Takecare.)


#40 David
(Thanks for the Blessings from Malaysia!)


#41 Eu Fai
(Blessings from down-under! Oh wheeee!)


#42 Ian P.
(Mr Ian.. thanks ah.. haha)


#43 Sharon
(Thought you forgot sia.. hehe..)


#44 Kristine
(Yes yes, time difference.. i know.. where's my present btw?)


#45 Grace
(Thank you so much!)


#46 Joel C.
(Thanks for the belated Blessings!)


#47 To the many others whom i did not mention cos of old age ^^
(Thanks for the presents, and the birthday Blessings!)

This survey is taken from http://thpaperlantern.blogspot.com/
So, all responses is to that blogger.=)

do the survey on your blog! leave me a comment once you are done! =)

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
Nope.

02) What was your dream growing up?
Hmmm... serving God.

03) What talent do you wish you had?
None at the moment.

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Lime juice! all time favourite!

05) Favorite vegetable?
No favourites. I adore all kinds of veggies!

06) What was the last book you read?
That i completed? a Book by Clive Cussler. cant remember the title.

07) What zodiac sign are you?
I don't believe in Zodiac.. but for the fun of it. Libra.

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
Non. Don't believe in having either.

09) Worst Habit?
Sleeping in late. ^^

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
I would if i have a ride. =)

11) What is your favorite sport?
No Favourite. but yea, im sporty.. i think. *ponders*

12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
Optimistic!

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Haha.. the worse that u can imagine.hehehe.. *evil grins*

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Certain things that im not comfortable posting it out.

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
Nothing! Cos im not a weirdo.

16) Do you have any pets?
Definately! 1 dog, 2 hamsters. oh oh.. 1 more dog in Pasir Ris.. hehe.. Rae the puppy.

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
"Can i help you Ms See?"

18) What was your first impression of me?
Man! Ur tall! and still are!

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Neither! They are funny!

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
Nothing , cos i love the way i am!

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
That would depend on the situation!

22) What color eyes do you have?
Brown and proud of it!

23) Ever been arrested?
Nope.

24) Bottle or can soda?
Bottle. I like the feel..

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
Give it all away! Its better to give then to receive!
Blessings in abundance!

27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
My Office!

28) Do you believe in ghosts?
Ghosts, no. Spirits, yes

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Sleep!

30) Do you swear a lot?
No.. bad influence and example.

31) Biggest pet peeve?
Lack of sleep!

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Humourous!

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Definately, though im not much of a romantic myself.

34) Favourite and least favourite food?
hmm... not too sure. i adore all kinds of food!

35) Do you believe in God?
Absolutely and definately!

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Of Course!

ive learnt something after thinking for some time about it.

In general,
Love is selfish.
no.
Human love is selfish.

Because we choose
- who to love,
- how to love,
- how much to love.

sometimes we think that we do love a person alot.
but we fail to realise that the person whom we love
might love us more then we love the person.


i have decided.
that i will always love a person more then he/she would love me.

loving you always.

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i love you.
always.

please don't shut me out.
all i want to, is just another chance.
another chance to prove myself.

i will earn it back.
loved is earned.

i will always wait for u.

a note to u. (part of it)

i have always loved you.
have always did.
always held you dear
it broked my heart,
when u say u din anymore.
i don't believe there isnt any left.
i just don't

i wanted u to concentrate on your promos.
that's y i did not asked to talk and trash things out.
not that i did not want to settle it at all.
it got me disappointed. gotten me sad.
to want to be concerned.. wanting to give space..
yet, when ur like half mostly not studying
it pained my heart alot.

i noe bout it,
the part where u said that "i dun mind it being in the dark, underground"
and you noe that i din mind too..
just that when u used it as a reason to end..
it pained alot, and it still does.

after having all the difference, and hardships together.
ur brother.. ur dad..
i dun want to believe that there is nothing we cant pull through.

it hurted. to hear from u that
"i found someone who treasures me more"
its like, so different of u.
its like u changed.
what happened to "you don't trust me at all"
when we were talking bout the "waiting period"
it hurt more, reading it from ur blog.
its just not you.

till this day, even now.
my heart is hurting alot.
till this day,
i just cant shed a tear.
not that i don't wanna.
i just can't.

im not giving up yet.
not yet.
holding on to the hope.

I miss my long dyed hair suddenly..

At BB Enrollment Service.


somewhere at Bugis eating..


Hair-banned before soccer.

I love you, O Lord, my strength.
The Lord is my ROCK, my FORTRESSand my DELIVERER;
my God is my rock, in whom I take my refuge.
He is my SHIELD and the HORN OF MY SALVATION, my STRONGHOLD.
I call to the Lord, who is worthy of praise,
and I am saved from my enemies.
- Psalms 18:1-3

In God i will put my trust in.
No more thinking;
no more guessing.
Absolute trust.
Cos God gives and He takes away.
Amen.

Thanks Mr Peh. =)

walking in Faith
18/09@4:30

oh God
help me control my thoughts.
help me control my emotions.
all the emotional strain has caught up on me
within this sticky web that im stuck.
i cant take it anymore.
broken down.

Lord,
wash away my hurts.
fill this empty gap inside of me.
reach deep within me and
fill me with Your presence.
fill me with Your love.
i just can't do it all alone.

rejected and dejected.
17/9@10:03am

it has come to a point where I’m on a verge of a breakdown;
the emotional toil is too much for me.
the current issues that are on going now is having a dire effect on me.
its rather ardous for me right now, facing all these issue.
im snapping between reality and emo-ness.
feeling a-ok one moment and then upset and emo the next.
its just getting overwhelming.

Is this a trial for me, that I have to go through this ordeal.
or perhaps, its just simple: depending on God.
it seems so easy to say “just cast ur burden on Him”
but to walk the walk after you talk the talk,
its not that easy after all.
im an very emotional person after all.

victor
how much long do u want to hide?
how long do u want to stay silent?
how long do u want to stay in that shell of yours?
how long do u want to hide from God?

how long?

hiding in my shell
16/9@3pm

Psalms 16:7-11
I will praise the Lord, who counsels me;
even at night my heart instructs me.
Because He is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.

Therefore my heart will be glad
and my tongue rejoices;
my body will also rest secure,
because You will not abandon me to the grave,
nor will You let Your Holy One see decay.

You have made known to me the path of life;
You will fill me with joy in Your presence,
with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.

For I will put my TRUST in my Lord thy God.
I believe that He is my FORTRESS in times of need.
Through my times of need, My Lord be my PROVIDER
In times of sorrow, My God will be my COMFORT
He will be my JOY in the morning, my LOVE in the evening.

I will be cheerful always, for
"a happy heart makes the face cheerful,
but heartache crushes the spirit"
Psalm 15:13

all my life, i will serve the Lord my God.

walking with God.
15/9@1:40pm

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