Friday, September 19, 2008
a note to u. (part of it)
i have always loved you.
have always did.
always held you dear
it broked my heart,
when u say u din anymore.
i don't believe there isnt any left.
i just don't
i wanted u to concentrate on your promos.
that's y i did not asked to talk and trash things out.
not that i did not want to settle it at all.
it got me disappointed. gotten me sad.
to want to be concerned.. wanting to give space..
yet, when ur like half mostly not studying
it pained my heart alot.
i noe bout it,
the part where u said that "i dun mind it being in the dark, underground"
and you noe that i din mind too..
just that when u used it as a reason to end..
it pained alot, and it still does.
after having all the difference, and hardships together.
ur brother.. ur dad..
i dun want to believe that there is nothing we cant pull through.
it hurted. to hear from u that
"i found someone who treasures me more"
its like, so different of u.
its like u changed.
what happened to "you don't trust me at all"
when we were talking bout the "waiting period"
it hurt more, reading it from ur blog.
its just not you.
till this day, even now.
my heart is hurting alot.
till this day,
i just cant shed a tear.
not that i don't wanna.
i just can't.
im not giving up yet.
not yet.
holding on to the hope.
Friday, September 19, 2008
a note to u. (part of it)
i have always loved you.
have always did.
always held you dear
it broked my heart,
when u say u din anymore.
i don't believe there isnt any left.
i just don't
i wanted u to concentrate on your promos.
that's y i did not asked to talk and trash things out.
not that i did not want to settle it at all.
it got me disappointed. gotten me sad.
to want to be concerned.. wanting to give space..
yet, when ur like half mostly not studying
it pained my heart alot.
i noe bout it,
the part where u said that "i dun mind it being in the dark, underground"
and you noe that i din mind too..
just that when u used it as a reason to end..
it pained alot, and it still does.
after having all the difference, and hardships together.
ur brother.. ur dad..
i dun want to believe that there is nothing we cant pull through.
it hurted. to hear from u that
"i found someone who treasures me more"
its like, so different of u.
its like u changed.
what happened to "you don't trust me at all"
when we were talking bout the "waiting period"
it hurt more, reading it from ur blog.
its just not you.
till this day, even now.
my heart is hurting alot.
till this day,
i just cant shed a tear.
not that i don't wanna.
i just can't.
im not giving up yet.
not yet.
holding on to the hope.
