Monday, July 26, 2010
i need to understand u.. i need to know what you think and feel
and not keep it inside you.
as much as i hate conflicts, its something that i have to deal with
cos its part and partial of life and it helps me understand myself more and you..
and it helps us to grow deeper.
i know that i do not show it out, i do not tell you..
but you mean the world to me.
as i have said, u are the best thing that has happened to me.
and i WILL work my ass off to maintain this long journey.
thank you for loving me.
i appreciate all that you have done for me especially in the past 6 months.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Ihate conflicts..
Is it cos of what happened when I was younger?
Perhaps it's that...
Emotions are stirred, faults are found and pin pointed..
But... Conflicts,however, allow us to be understanding to each other..
It allows us to deal and understand with our weaknesses..
Of our faults and short-comings..
It allows relationships to be stronger with each resolved conflict..
A little squabble here ad there is perhaps healthy?
Who says it's all smooh sailing??
Conflicts.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
im sorry for the things that has happened.
as much as i am feeling awful, i know you too are hurting, tired..
and we're both emotionally drained, and perhaps you more..
i've never been so sure of what i wanted,
to build a family and serve God with you.
never have i wanted things to turn out like this,
never have i thought that things will turn out like this.
perhaps, im naive? i hope im not.
or its just that we didnt really place God center.
i want things to work out,
with myself, my family..
and most importantly you.
and i promise to make the most out of everything..
to earn back the blessings.
I know that i have to put in that extra effort in, to walk that extra mile..
'cos you are worth it.
and i know that i have to be that man to us lead spiritually.
i do not want to end our journey just like this..
'cos i know and believe that we have a long way to go together,
this time with God really in the center.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
is this what i want to happen?
is this the price i have to pay?
SCREW EVERYTHING..
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
if you want me to leave you alone,
just tell me..
if you don't want to talk,
just tell me..
i know you are tired..
all i want to do is to pray together
praying for me and praying together is different.
TOGETHERNESS.
-
holding this together.
Monday, April 12, 2010
im feeling the pressure.
full force F5 reality smack in the face.
its time to face my Jericho.
and i know you are by my side.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
what we've been through in the 4 months
is only the beginning of the journey
that we are going to have for the rest of our lives.
just me and you, (and the little ones after that)
it might be smooth sailing, it might not be..
this is how relationships are meant to be right?
we will go through together, i promise you.
you are like the antidote for the poison i take,
i love you too much to let you go out of my grasp.
cos, there is just you and me.
you and me in our God-Centered love.
<3
Monday, July 26, 2010
i need to understand u.. i need to know what you think and feel
and not keep it inside you.
as much as i hate conflicts, its something that i have to deal with
cos its part and partial of life and it helps me understand myself more and you..
and it helps us to grow deeper.
i know that i do not show it out, i do not tell you..
but you mean the world to me.
as i have said, u are the best thing that has happened to me.
and i WILL work my ass off to maintain this long journey.
thank you for loving me.
i appreciate all that you have done for me especially in the past 6 months.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Ihate conflicts..
Is it cos of what happened when I was younger?
Perhaps it's that...
Emotions are stirred, faults are found and pin pointed..
But... Conflicts,however, allow us to be understanding to each other..
It allows us to deal and understand with our weaknesses..
Of our faults and short-comings..
It allows relationships to be stronger with each resolved conflict..
A little squabble here ad there is perhaps healthy?
Who says it's all smooh sailing??
Conflicts.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
im sorry for the things that has happened.
as much as i am feeling awful, i know you too are hurting, tired..
and we're both emotionally drained, and perhaps you more..
i've never been so sure of what i wanted,
to build a family and serve God with you.
never have i wanted things to turn out like this,
never have i thought that things will turn out like this.
perhaps, im naive? i hope im not.
or its just that we didnt really place God center.
i want things to work out,
with myself, my family..
and most importantly you.
and i promise to make the most out of everything..
to earn back the blessings.
I know that i have to put in that extra effort in, to walk that extra mile..
'cos you are worth it.
and i know that i have to be that man to us lead spiritually.
i do not want to end our journey just like this..
'cos i know and believe that we have a long way to go together,
this time with God really in the center.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
is this what i want to happen?
is this the price i have to pay?
SCREW EVERYTHING..
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
if you want me to leave you alone,
just tell me..
if you don't want to talk,
just tell me..
i know you are tired..
all i want to do is to pray together
praying for me and praying together is different.
TOGETHERNESS.
-
holding this together.
Monday, April 12, 2010
im feeling the pressure.
full force F5 reality smack in the face.
its time to face my Jericho.
and i know you are by my side.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
what we've been through in the 4 months
is only the beginning of the journey
that we are going to have for the rest of our lives.
just me and you, (and the little ones after that)
it might be smooth sailing, it might not be..
this is how relationships are meant to be right?
we will go through together, i promise you.
you are like the antidote for the poison i take,
i love you too much to let you go out of my grasp.
cos, there is just you and me.
you and me in our God-Centered love.
<3
